Today

I used up so much time catching up on One Piece, while slowly multi-tasking and planning out next semester and kinda the rest of my whole core-curriculum classes. I find planning so enjoyable. It is kinda like finding the fastest point from A to B and then having satisfaction that I’m not going to be using up more time than necessary.

I really felt like just staying alone earlier today and not being social. Well it wasn’t as much as the being social part, just the putting in of effort to have a fun time. A friend who is super busy wanted to do something fun tonight and I felt like I had pressure placed on me to make her night good and not just another study night. So I almost completely blew it off but realized that wouldn’t be good. I ended up having a great night and didn’t have to work hard or anything, things just fell into place. Great night with lots of friends.

But Lord, I feel so lost sometimes. I may have my classes planned out, but where do sports and work and church and clubs and ministry fall into this?! What am I going to put my time into!!? Help me Lord. Help me put more time into you (and sleep).