I have never loved/enjoyed any team so much. Now, maybe this is dramatic, but would this be similar to people who have their first relationship and then they have trouble letting go, because they don’t know if it will ever happen again? I missed the last meet today because of stuff and it made me pretty sad. This is pretty much the end of the XC season, and I do and don’t want the end. It is a lot more bitter than sweet. What is a few extra hours of sleep everyday in comparison to time with amazing people? Now some of these feelings are probably due to the subconscious thought that these relationships will die w/ XC. It sounds like I need a dozen donuts. haha, jk, but really, I would love to eat some Krispy Kremes right now. (I hope that I really don’t link Krispy Kremes with anti-depression/happiness) Anyways, I need to pray for comfort and direction. All changes are opportunities to grow, opportunities to grow closer to God. Along with this, I need to determine if I want/should do track and then XC. Prayer, prayer.
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