My Great Uncle Abe has been diagnosed with Leukemia. Doctors have given little time. I know God is in control. We do not know His plans for our lives. He knows our first and last breath. I pray for peace and comfort and our Lord’s love to shower down.
My Oma is having health problems currently, including kidney failure. She is nearly 100 years old and I pray for God’s will and for comfort. Comfort for her so that she may be at peace without pain, and comfort for our family, as we prepare for the possible sending away of our loved Lena Braun to Jesus. She is such an incredible person. I really want to drive 2 days to go see her in Canada right now and give her a big hug and just listen to her and be with her. But I can’t. I haven’t seen her in years, but I am happy that I know Jesus is with her for me. She too is comforted by the Holy Spirit. Oma, I love you so much.
I learned this information earlier this week over the phone, and just took it. No emotion. I often just process things as matter-a-fact. As I finished typing the above paragraph, I just broke out into tears. I moaned and cried, sending my prayers up. It really surprised me. There was no one around, and then I just longed for someone to hug, I longed for my sister, for all my family back in AZ. It was a good cry.
I really don’t know the last time I cried… Take me God. Melt me, mold me, form me, fill me.
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