…The funny thing about moving to the next page, or to the next chapter, is that you have to leave the old one behind; I’ve grown quite attached to this current chapter, and I don’t know what’s going to happen with the people I love next semester. …
See, I’m a planner. I love planning things, and often make plans that don’t come to fruition just for the sake of making them. I love to be in control, and I’m always prepared to be in control. And the problem is, I don’t know what’s going to happen in 4 months when I get back to APU. No matter how hard I try to plan these things, I can’t do it, because I don’t know what the circumstances I will be in. …
I can relate to this so much. The school year is almost over and I still don’t know what I am doing or where I will be this summer. I love making plans and looking at the different trajectories of my life, but I have no idea what the future holds for me. I just come back to 1 Corinthians 2:9. I try to stay focused on the present and abide in Him now so he can use me later.
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