I don’t really know if it is really disconcerting, but I can get easily excited for something new and cool, and in relation to future events, that is when I’ll plan it all out like I did with my freshman college classes, but after that, it is simply an acceptance of future events. People ask me if I’m excited for college, and I guess the answer is yes. I am looking forward to this new experience, but I don’t feel excitement. If I were to talk about it now, it is more matter-of-fact.
I think this is also related to my ability to not stress. Even if something bad is coming, or a deadline or whatever, I simply accept it and don’t freak out. This can actually be bad in relation to school work. Maybe good in that I keep a level head, but I wouldn’t find the urgency or need to accomplish my work. I would think, “I have put it off. I have this much time left. I will work for so so minutes and go to sleep cause I am tired. I will receive lower grade in morning.” Where is the urgency, the need to do what is better?
Anyways, this attribute has its positive and negative effects, but I seem to only be feeling the negative ones… A level head is over rated.
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