WOAH!!! WATCH THIS!

Later I will write a defense for Humans vs Zombies

Hmm... español

"No era, ni soy, ni seré perfecto, pero Dios está en mi vida, me ayuda cada día, incluso cuando yo no lo veo."

The ending line in my testimonio. I think I might start blogging in Spanish. I don’t know whether I should solely blog in Spanish, or translate it (without a translator). Qué debo hacer…

God is good

I am at peace with my decision. Praise the Lord.

"For God alone my soul waits in silence;

from him comes my salvation.

He only is my rock and my salvation,

my fortress; I shall not be greatly shaken.”

-Psalm 62:1-2

My heart is broken either way.

Whether it is working at Little Eden or going back home, whichever I think on my heart yearns for that, and so I will be content wherever I am at. I could go to Little Eden, be surrounded by God loving and God searching people, be an witness to my faith there and be a servant the whole summer, or I could go home and be a witness there among an equally mixed crowd, also be a servant (though I would have to seek out the opportunities), and do whatever God needs me to do. I really don’t know. I pray that as time goes on as I prepare to leave college that the Lord gives me an assurance that isn’t of my own. That in this decision I can just bring praise and glory to the Lord. That in the end, all that matters is that I follow God. I am torn, but Jesus is faithful and is my solid rock even when I am a mess.

I don't know!!!

Lord, help me!! I need you. I don’t know where I should be this summer, and yet, I am deciding right now. I don’t want to have regrets.

But Lord, in you I am FREE!! Free to desire you, be satisfied in you, be used by you, and to take these opportunities you set before me. I am free from regrets, Lord, for how can I be sorry when I am pursuing you. Lord, I want to desire you, and in that never regret my decisions. 

All I know is that I have you.

"Daily kill the idea that Christianity is a religion"