Hope to not bother any readers (however few they are), but I really appreciate songs lyrics and enjoy posting the song and/or limited amounts of lyrics to either show whats on my mind, or just whatever.

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Whatever happened to a passion I could live for
What became of the flame that made me feel more
And when did I forget that…

I was made to love you
I was made to find you
I was made just for you

…
You were waiting on me
And you said you’d keep me
Never would you leave me

I was made to love and be loved by you

…
Anything I would give up for you (nah, nah, nah, nah, nah)
Everything, I’d give it all away (nah, nah, nah, nah, nah)

Last night's dream

This is what I remember:

There is a large snowy mountain or a mountain completely made of snow. There is sometype of school in/on it. There is a teacher/leader  is giving incorrect teachings to children. (It specifically had to do with incorrect facts/models of the sun, and teachings of two moons) I attempted to correct the teachings, though I don’t remember interacting with the false teacher, so it must have been directly with the children. The teacher put one of the children in danger. Down off the mountain I try to get friends to  help save them. One friend was in heels and I said they might want different shoes, but realized I was in sandals myself. END (of remembrance).

I first thought nothing of it, but it reminded me of a current object on my mind. Thursday night Bible study we watched Bible vs. Joseph Smith. I was given that movie and 2 others (The Bible vs. The Book of Mormon, DNA vs. The Book of Mormon). I watched the first 2 (not the DNA one) and I really like them because they are logically organized and not only analyze the Book of Mormon, but also analyze the Bible side by side. [Due to the preponderance of evidence, it ends up showing how awesome the Bible is and how erroneous the Book of Mormon is.] Well I wanted to show this to both my Christian friends and to my Mormon friends. It has always been a touchy subject discussing religion with the Mormons, but now that I can show such a video full of knowledge that I previously didn’t know, I feel I need to show my Mormon friends. What kind of friend would I be if I knew they were following teachings that are blatantly full of errors, but did nothing.

I started to connect my dream to this desire to help. If my Mormon friends are the children who are being taught these incorrect things, I should help them. But there are parts that I can’t really percieve meaning, but other parts such as the child being put in danger by the false teacher (who I could see as any of the Mormon leaders or the Devil) is a direct consequence of my doings. I don’t see this as a discouragement, but this shows me that I can’t possibly break down their life foundation and then leave. I need to be there to help now and after. Now is the part about footwear saying that I am unprepared, or that I never will be completely and don’t need to be, because I simply need the armor of God. Or…?

As of now, I want to proceed and show this video (obviously with discussion and food) because I would be allowing a lie to go unchallenged. But I will also hope to invite them to learn about the true Jesus Christ. Pray please.

I really really want to play CODMW2 right now!!

But I said I wouldn’t =( What to do? What to do?

I So Hate Consequences

I have been out of my routine. Things getting a little crazy and such. One big reason is the PS3. It has been awhile since I have heavily gamed, and it is truly an easy way to spend a few hours. I have been disregarding the more most important aspects of my life. It appears that I was waiting for some consequences to bite me in the butt, because it finally took that to wake me up. I spent this afternoon playing COD MW2 and then took a little nap, due to my previous late night, and left for bible study regardless of the speech I have yet to type and homework I have yet to write. I went, had a great time, don’t regret it, but what I do regret is that I had to leave right after the main study to go back home and work. These are people I really only get to see on Thursdays if I go, and haven’t seen them in weeks. Departing early made me incredibly sad. I just hated these consequences of my poor decisions. It took this, what may seem to you readers as small and silly, to point me back in the right direction, both with my school life and prayer/devotional life (though the latter has slowly been progressing from its previous stagnant state). I want to make a point for at least the next 3 weeks only play a video game if it is socializing with somebody I already know, meaning I must be playing with somebody else. I have to much to do for hours of wasteful entertainment. Cold Turkey. This time should turn into sleep as well, thank goodness, cause I am tired. But that of course will be after I face the consequences of tonight.

Good song by Relient K. I listened to it 3 times in a row and will listen to it again tonight.

I feel a little anti-internet-ish. Weird.

Don’t have a strong desire to blog. No want to stay on FB for more than 2 minutes. Not even to upload new photos. Now that is strange…

I haven't been on in awhile.

Blame Nate’s new PS3 and AP Gov.

ohp! got to go. Stomach calling.