Mi tarea fue divertido

Yes, I admit it, I actually did some homework at home and was enjoying it. I forgot what a joy it is to actually complete stuff. I even randomly woke up at 4 40, 10 minutes before my alarm that is supposed to be snoozed for an hour before I actually wake up, so I decided to get up otherwise I would be too tired later. So I drank half a jug off apple juice and outlined some academic decathlon econ stuff. My Tuesday morning Bible study fell through because sleep overcame everybody else. Ironic, that I who likes sleep the most was the only one to get up, and super early at that. But it worked out, I got in some good Bible reading. A very good morning. Oh, and I got a 92 on the Psych test with doing minimal effort. I love that class and the brain God has given me!!

Arg...

I love to sleep and such, but I the necessity to keep up with my school work and other dedications need to come first. Unfortunately if you have read my posts, there is a theme, though not intentional. So that would be awesome if you could pray for me to keep focused. I am so glad I didn’t have this laziness in elementary and middle school, otherwise I don’t know where I would be.

He who is most slow in making a promise is the most faithful in performance of it.

Jean-Jacques Rousseau

Insults are the arguments employed by those who are in the wrong.

Jean-Jacques Rousseau

ARGG!!!! New Year's Resolutions

I feel like every week and sometimes even every few days I am making resolutions to do better, but then, like common New Year’s Resolutions, I utterly fail and keep remaking these resolutions to do better. I am not angry at myself trying to improve, but at my inability to change. In fact I find that many people are very resistant to change. They believe and act like they think they are perfect or are unable to change or improve. They have the mentality that ‘I am who I am, and that is that. Nothing needs to be different’. But part of the human experience is learning and growing every day.

I need to seriously contemplate every moment what I am doing, and then what I should be doing. Going with the flow is simply not acceptable.

mackenzieyourfriendzie:

teawithhoneydear:

whomshallifear:

walkingwithmyfather:

beauty-from-ashes:

itssummertime:

lovejustice:

(via will-r)

Love vs. Lust

i wish so many could see this!

We had a similar shorter list like this in Psychology class. It is so true and is very visible in many high school relationships.

Crazy

Today is crazy. Not crazy like crazy things happened, so hectic is the word I should have used. I stayed up way late re scanning in photos for a senior ad/collage for Mrs. Wilson and then woke up early to go to a NHS meeting, then spent 1st and 2nd hour finishing that collage for Mrs. Wilson’s daughter’s yearbook, slept through half of 3rd.  Took tests during 5th. Key Club meeting. 20 minutes of math. XC. Eat. Blog.

Now I will leave to church to do PPT for worship practice. Then it’ll be at least 9 o’clock and I’ll be pooped and ready to sleep but I will have to finish the take home Calc test I barely started and the review assignment and then write my Aca Dec speech, pretty much from scratch.

So the real question is, why am I blogging? Shouldn’t I be taking this spare time to do something more important? Well I could say that I am showing this problem of procrastination to whatever viewers may read this so they could encourage me to be a better worker and such, but that is very counterproductive. It would be like beating up people randomly to show everybody how bad violence is. So, I say I am doing this partially to procrastinate as it is in my nature, but also to step back and take a quick break so I can go fully invigorated into the rest of my night. Though, now that I have taken this step back and can see everything a bit clearer, I see I should actually be doing my Calc test. Right?